Wednesday, October 1, 2008

You know those days when you get the mean reds...

I've got the mean reds. I'd explain it, but I don't think it's something you can really explain.

Holly Golightly: You know those days when you get the mean reds?
Paul Varjak
: The mean reds, you mean like the blues?
Holly Golightly
: No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of.


I think that feeling of "being afraid" is really your subconscious knocking at the front door. It's that silly little notion you tucked away to be "thought about later." Only, it doesnt want to be thought about later, it wants to be thought about now! But you're trying much too hard to forget, so instead of remembering it, you become afraid of it. It haunts you saying 'think of me; remember me." But you wont...or at least, you dont. Because to remember it would mean that you would have to deal with it or risk knowing yourself to be a coward.
Today, I've got the mean reds. =/

3 comments:

Jackie said...

i thought so too. and hmmm, thats a good question. i dont remember. lol

DeeDee/Zom said...

the "mean reds" sounds angry and frightened. They often go together, don't they? I get irritable (another kind of anger) when I am afraid.

DeeDee/Zom said...

Consider yourself tagged! You gotta tell us 6 secrets about yourself, lol.